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Sometimes i really feel like this and I hope I don't when I move up north and start working for dad. - PikaDemon's World
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Sometimes i really feel like this and I hope I don't when I move up north and start working for dad.
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you




I'm getting a little over-anxious about my move. I received my PTK Alumni
Certificate so I am now considered a founder in that chapter! I am very
happy about that. I really wanted to see it go through but I had to
fight with so many people just to get it started and I didn't even get
the glory of seeing the first ceremony for PTK Alum @ Mac Arthur.
Ohwell...I'll be up north soon. A new adventure. I'll finally find out
who I really am...I'll be working a lot so I'll make plenty of
money...I hope...I'll only have 1 day a week to do anything which kinda
sucks...6am-6pm 6 days a week. This means I'll be up at 5am every day
and since I know dad likes to go out and have a good time I may not be
getting home and to bed until midnight sometimes even 1 or 2am...Talk
about a party life...Well, this is the way I chose to continue my life.
I can choose to do otherwise, but you know what....If I work my ass off
now, just maybe I can relax a little when I'm older and not live
paycheck to paycheck as I see many people doing nowadays. Well, I'm off
to continue my packing. I gotta get done already so i can enjoy what
little relaxing I have left. L8rz!
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